Title: Not every equation has a unique solution
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Genre: Comedy / Romance
Rating: P-18-Slash
Warnings: slash, boys love, lemon, language
Prologue Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9
Chapter 10
next Tuesday, when Andreas entered the classroom, that was one of the strangest situations ever been in the Basti was.
He had most of the week in Andreas' apartment spent, although or even because of it, he had to go the limitless need him to touch him to show him how much he wanted and needed.
tipping in this situation the switch again to act as if they were nothing more than teacher and student, was really difficult, they said, finally, to keep control at all times.
He only hoped that no one is wrong, or just the right conclusions from his moronic grin that he wore the entire hour of the show pulled.
His mood was, however, a damper, as Andreas had given him until the end of the day still no extra duties. Had they not talked about?
When the bell rang for break Basti went to the teacher's desk. "Mr. Rehlke?" The title felt a stranger in his mouth, although it is not even a week had her where he had yet used.
"Bastian?" Andreas could already see from almost shocked when he looked up.
"You have given me last week no extra tasks, you have no time for me?" No matter what he thought, for some reason it was important for Basti, that he was also in the classroom would continue to play a special role.
"The exams are approaching, I thought you would need the time to prepare."
Annika and Anja were the only students who were apart of it even in the room. Basti watched Annika Anja almost forced to pack her things. As she pushed her friend out the door, she winked and disappeared once too Basti.
"No," said Bastian, it seemed as if it avoided Andreas to see. Basti leaned forward. "Can I have a kiss?"
Andreas' head snapped up and in his view was reflected confusion and anger.
"There is no one here." It seemed not to reassure.
"What's Basti, wilt thou that we fly up or what?"
Basti shook his head, Andreas otherwise avoided him to put feelings of guilt, he had it only for the reason told to slow Basti, yet it hit.
"Sorry, I just wanted ... why did no work for me? We have talked about it yet. "
Andrew sat on the teacher's desk, he frowned.
"That was before ... we should just act normal, so."
"Do not you think it would be much more noticeable when you now cease suddenly with it? No one has yet been thought of what the teacher's favorite chatter is growing but only Flos crap anyway, and who has one on the waffle, the fall a lot of other things one, but anyway the no seriously. "Basti made a dismissive gesture and to his own surprise Andrew nodded thoughtfully.
"you're probably even right." He got up and regretted it almost Basti almost, but it said that they had to separate. Andrew took his bag, then saw the open door. He leaned forward, Basti was a kiss on the forehead.
"See you this afternoon?" Basti nodded, sometimes he was not very clever from Andreas, first he wanted to take any chances and then something like that, but really it was left him no matter finally the brief contact the nervous butterflies flutter in his stomach, which he liked so much.
~ ~ ooOoo ~ ~
"Uh, Basti?
Basti looked up from his duties, he had a free period. Stefan stood before him, at least until he had sat down to Basti at the table.
"What's up?" Basti is not much interested, he'd had in ages no more lengthy conversation with Stefan, although in some subjects even sat next to him. Stefan was a rather unobtrusive boy, always a bit longer needed, until it was to lure from the reserve, which might Basti, but he did not behave much the same as the rest of the other boys from his stage. Why should they?
Basti devoted himself to his task.
"I wanted to ask if you have the Latin translation already."
Basti did not look up, the Latin course was quite modest and tipped he could imagine what Stefan wanted.
"Why? Do you have the shortest match drawn? "
" Huh? "
" Well, so you can write off collectively because no one has done. "
But at least the days were over when she ignored him otherwise, they could do it myself.
"No." Stefan's voice sounded angry. "I have problems because at one point and want to ask 'if you understand them."
Basti was really surprised. "If you ask something like that not be his friends?" But he could not resist the biting response. Now he looked up at last. Stefan fumbled on his block. "I count you among my friends."
"Aha." Basti raised an eyebrow. "But this I remember very little moment. "
" Is' yes also NEN bit strange everything straight, for years it sticks together, you and Nils, but from one day to the other her looks to you to not even and no one knows what happened. "He shrugged his shoulders. At least now Basti
had the certainty that Nils had divulged nothing.
"Nils says nothing about the matter and you're already unbearable, If you look up only wrong, but maybe you want us so even tell where the problem is with you?" What
nonsense. Bastian did not behave differently, as before, at least not much, since when he was obnoxious?
"I have no problem, Nils has one with me who makes from ner mosquito NEN elephant."
"Now I understand it all much better." Basti was the irony of Stefan's voice be heard. "Did the mosquito may also own name?"
"No." He turned away, thus signaling that the call was for him to finish, but Stefan apparently saw it differently.
"Oh great! So you want to say anything about it so we can really help. But it seems as if the whole thing but not as insignificant as you would like to have. "
annoyed Slowly Stefan him actually. took "For me it is insignificant, but I'm willing to learn, after you make out of it exactly such a elephants, like Nile."
Stefan his pad.
"You would indeed at least try to Latin, and because you like me probably not help you?"
"No."
"Sorry Basti, but you're own fault. & Ldquo ;
The stupid conversation with Stefan hung Basti still up in the morning after. It had left a strange feeling. So far he had pushed the repellent behavior of his classmates more or less on Nile, but now he had to have the vague feeling themselves up there.
Only when he steps to Andreas' apartment climbed, he began to feel a little better. Andreas was waiting for him up, always a moment of Basti conjured butterflies in the stomach, even if he has got a few days almost every day.
Andreas closed the door and welcomed Basti with a kiss. Automatically had Basti smile, he still could not so completely . Believe He got our drinks and sat down across from Andreas on the desk, typing in just a bit into the computer.
"Much?" Basti dare indicated on the leaves, usually when he arrived, Andrew was still working, prepared the lessons for the various classes.
"A little bit more. Have you any homework? "
Basti made a motion between nod and shrug, he completed most of the time actually in his homework, but he had little desire in the morning it was enough also, of all Latin waited nÄ namely even him.
"Can I ergoogeln the Latin translation right?" So he took them at least not long deal with it.
Andrew shrugged his shoulders. "From me."
"Should not you have anything about it?"
He looked up. "I'm here now do not know precisely in the role as your teacher, you need the self. I would also bring nothing you can do it to you eventually look just as good at home when you want it. "He went back to the computer. "I've also done automatically when I went to school am, I was bad in Latin, because I can hardly play the moral high ground. "
" Yes ... "observed Basti, such as Andreas' fingers flew over the keyboard, maybe it was not too bad a teacher as a friend to have. The smugness that laid all of the teachers at the day seemed to him to appear to be missing.
Andreas interrupted his work after a while, looked inquiringly at Basti "anything is it?". Auto Basti
shook his head. "No, why?"
"You are unusually quiet, that's all."
Basti flipped out of boredom in the big math book that lay open on the desktop, without really look into it.
"Well, today I talked to Steven." Basti paused. "Or rather, he spoke to me."
"This is a good thing or not?"
Basti shook his head. "He thought I was obnoxious and your fault that nobody wants to have more to do with me something."
Andreas was again on his records, frowned. "He said, really?"
"In about, he has at least meant. I knew not to say that I behave differently, as before, maybe I've always been insufferable. "Somehow Basti to sulk just really big pleasure.
"That's nonsense, you're not obnoxious, I speak from experience." Andrew paused and Basti wondered if he now probably thought about how he carefully taught him the opposite.
"Maybe it's more of a subconscious thing, you have to plug in at Nils a bitter disappointment, friendship, maybe you are trying to subconsciously to get out of the way and lets just anyone approached you, which could respond similarly. "
" Aha, very analytical, and where you have left Andrew, Doctor? "Andrew laughed and
Basti agreed immediately happier. "As a teacher, I also studied pedagogy, I'm sorry." He took the hand of the mouse up and clicked on the button with the floppy disk, which stores the file in which he had just worked. "And now come here and not be so stubborn." Andrew stood up and took Basti on the wrist.
"I'm not stubborn! I just do not want to! "Basti have sulked a bit more, hoping that it is either sexy or sweet worked, settled by Andreas but without resistance take to the sofa. He sat down beside him and put his arms around his neck. Everything seemed irrelevant as soon as he could be only for Andrew, he knew not now why he was so excited.
"Oh? But this looks do not like you would not. "Andreas' hand stroked his neck.
"I thought I could do rumzicken the female part of our relationship and take a little bit." have
"If I had any female want, then I could have also search a woman. But ne fake migraine I really do not fancy. "
" I'd do a lot though, but that does not come into my mind. "He moved in with Andrew and ku SSTE him, he liked the intimacy that prevailed after such a short time between them. When they were alone, like now, there was no difference, no one would suspect that they were teachers and students.
"Andrew?"
"Hmm?"
"It's Friday, let's go somewhere tonight. I've a mind to dance with you, there's not ne Disse gay or something? "
Basti had not really thought about his words and as Andrew pushed him a piece of himself, it was also clear .
"Basti ..." His voice sounded pressed and Basti regretted his words. "You know that the risk is too great, right?"
And it was the first time that it really bothered him that they could not just go out there, that they had to think about who appear could. At that moment, it frustrated him.
"How big is it really? How great is the chance that someone who knows us there is shows up, but do we know no one else is gay and no one ever at our school. "
Andrew sighed and let himself fall back against the sofa, as always seemed to bring the issue to a certain degree.
"I will not now calculate how many gays in theory would have to run around the school. It can only be a stupid chance and we delivered. "
And that meant above all that Andrew was delivered. Basti was really rare act stupid, why he placed it around on him to bring in such situations? Why did not he just shut up?
"Basti, you know that you can do what you want, but ..." he paused and Basti did not know that he went on.
"No." He grabbed Andrew's arm. "I'm sorry, I should not have to say. It's just ... I love you so much, I would like to say it all over the world, it's so hard to adjust if you set one foot out the door. "
Andrew looked at him concerned, he probably still made it worse, he decided to really hold dear the door.
"Why did you say that?"
"What?"
Andreas stroked his fingers through his hair. "That you love me."
"Because it is so." Basti again not even understand how it came Andreas now.
"Do not say it again."
"Why not?"
Andreas shook his head. "Do not say it if you are not sure."
"Why should not I be sure? Do you think I still do not? "Now Basti was really mute cry, why not Andrew took him and his feelings seriously?
"No, I believe you, but tell it not again, please."
It is not made things better and as Basti that night in bed, he felt as if you have it on a Sho ; missed NEN summer a cold shower.
~ ~ ooOoo ~ ~
It felt as if you were trapped in a cage, he found out very quickly. Basti tried at the last rays of the year to delight, but it did not work. He was alone. Listless he was going.
a cage, inside he was happy, because he was with Andreas together. It could be who he was and he was able to show all the emotions, but he was not free. If he wanted out of the cage, he had to leave Andrew and suppress his emotions. Why could he not have one without the other? In addition, there was
Andreas' behavior. He knew he had feelings of guilt. Sometimes he stared into space, completely caught up and his expression was grim. If Basti spoke to him he said it was nothing, but Bastian knew that it was not true. Andreas reproached himself that he was so irresponsible with Basti enter into a relationship that he did both in danger, his duty of supervision injured, he was finally the adult, the teacher should be the reasonable. It tugged at him to be well caught by the constant fear and tugged again and to Basti.
It was Saturday, Basti had two choices, he could be with Andrew, but then they were doomed to remain in his apartment, or he could get out, but then was completely alone. This was his second problem: loneliness, Andrew did not always have time for him, he finally had to still work two to three times a week he was at tennis.
Basti had decided to go out, drove a mistake, he was with his skateboard, as always, to the parking lot behind the library. But it was nothing as always. The others had been there, as always, but he no longer belonged to it, it was different. The others just ignored him and he could not tolerate their behavior at the moment too. He had allowed himself to drive after fifteen minutes and moved to the park. Basti was a blow to his board on the rear part, before he jumped, so that it with him across to the edge of the stair railing and landed slipped down, a scab was called something like that. At the end of the banister, he gave his Board a further blow, so it is under his feet once fully turned before he landed on the ground. Someone applauded behind him. Basti drove a bow.
"You're really good!"
He could not say how relieved he was, Annika above to discover the landing. She came skipping down the stairs, with her long, blond hair, skip along.
"What are you doing here? I thought you would complete the formal visit to your grandparents. "Bastian gave the board a kick that he could catch it by hand. Annika made a face.
"I could call your SOS's not ignore it, I said that I had stomach pains. "They embraced briefly in greeting.
"This will see the love God but do not like that you are in serious medical condition in the park rumspazierst."
"He will forgive me, he always does." She pointed to the skateboard. "You did so well on it properly with the part that is' yes enviable"
Basti dropped his skateboard and pushed it back in their direction. "Try it, is 'not' hard, I'll bring it with you. "
Annika looked skeptical. "This is not serious, right? I'm into something completely without talent. "However, she pushed the board into position, this movement had been unprofessional.
It turned out that Annie was absolutely correct with their assessment. After twenty minutes, Basti had managed to make it five yards went straight on, the whole eggs rather forward equaled one.
Basti could hold no more, Annie shook her target, a tree, which they have been privileged bestow contrary, it looked terrible from incompetent. Basti release snorted, which led them Annika turning around, the board slid off the front and they contrived to sit at the maximum speed of five miles an hour on the behind. Still laughing, he ran over to her and held out his hand to help her up.
"Haha, very funny!" She pulled a pout, but still took his hand.
"I think now that you're untalented. Containing typical girl! "Basti grinned, while Annika rubbed the part of her buttocks, which she had had to absorb.
"and you should, as a fag, can no more" she grumbled. Basti kicked the board in the direction of the green space, Annika took on the wrist and followed him. Then had her fall in the grass there.
"This is definitely a future single, large, blue spot," they still whined and sat down beside him, careful to shift their weight to the intact half.
Basti folded his arms behind his head and leaned back, watching the clouds that covered tore across the sky.
few seconds no one said anything from them until Annika's face shoved in Basti view. Her long hair fell down, the wind was slightly blown to the side, the sun painted shadow on her face. Actually it was really pretty, she was often overlooked because it was so quiet, but completely wrong, so here they had no reason to be.
"Basti? What is it? "
He shook his head. "Nothing," he said, and could see how Annika's face twisted with concern. "I feel just a little alone, that's all."
He did not think they cared. Annie leaned a little further before, touched her hair and his face Basti went with his hand in her neck. He could see her surprised face as he himself herunterzog and gave her a kiss on the lips. He let her go, he knew that he was frightened. She smiled and pointed to a head shaking. "What was that?"
"Considering that you're here."
And at that moment, he thought it could have fit if he had just weighing not gay re. It would be so easy, no hiding, they could all do together. He could kiss her, wherever and whenever he wanted.
"I'll always be there when you need me."
And probably the most honest declaration of love that he could get.
"Why."
"Because you are as you are."
And he knew if he was not gay, he would have appreciated any second look.
"a selfish asshole and a pesky smartass?"
"Yes, that too." They laughed and leaned back onto her hands. Looked to a non-visible point.
"Basti"
"Hmm?"
"What is really meant to Rehlke?
Basti had to pull himself together so as not to look shocked. Had she guessed everything again?
"What about him?" It was not like that Basti tell her was not what was between him and Andrew, he confided to Annie and it was hard for him to lie to them at all, for he knew she would be happy for him. But he felt that the relationship with Andrew was sometimes unstable, only a small nudge in the wrong direction and everything would collapse into itself. Basti was sure that Andrew would not be very happy if anyone of them knew, no matter who it was and he was afraid that the shove was already enough.
"Well, it's almost ... like you've lost interest. I mean in class, you tried to flirt him once more. "
Basti silent for a few seconds and cursed inwardly Annika's observation.
"You are quite right, I just had the feeling that I can achieve anything, no matter what I do so I can make it, too. "
Annie stared at him. "You have given up?"
"What should I do already, there might be a thousand reasons why Rehlke wants nothing from me, if only because of his position, maybe I'm just not his type, no idea, but the fact is that he probably had no interest and I would 'make me quite ridiculous if I did not get it. "
" But he has shown interest! & ldquo ;
It was so absurd to think up arguments for something that does not was true.
"You say, but do not you, did you perhaps read into something that was not true?" Maybe he could undermine their self-confidence?
"Basti! I really thought you mean it seriously, but you're just like the whole damn chicken. "
That was not the desired reaction, Basti felt bad and Annika was angry, she wanted . get up
"Annie, wait!" Basti stopped her on the wrist. He put his arm around her shoulders so she did not even had the idea to leave.
"I 'm grateful for everything, really, but do not you think that at some point have to accept defeat when you plug ne? Maybe he has actually shown interest, but it would be "pretty stupid of him to take with me a relationship, he's my teacher, what do you think what's going on, when the blows up? He puts his entire career on the line and it casts a bad light on the gays, the assault on students, it will look like. "
Because Basti had said exactly the same thing, what Andrew probably thought continuously, rue and it ckte a bit further in his Consciousness. Annie bit her lower lip, which was a sign that she was thinking. She looked at him, dejected. She had far too much into it increased in the case, the Basti was suddenly clear.
"Who are you and where you left Basti? I would bet received a few weeks ago you would not have stopped. "
A few weeks ago did Basti also not what he did today. They were silent for a while, both engrossed in their thoughts.
"And now?"
"What Now?" "
Annika shrugged. "What can we talk now?"
Basti laughed. "This is now your problem?"
Annika pulled a pout. "What about it?"
"Well, how about if we talk for a change about your love life?"
Annika seemed to always want to be snapped, they got away from Basti, but fortunately was not continued. "That's pretty modest, considering that the whole world thinks I'm having a really gay together."
"We need to change that, Find yourself someone out, I'll get you. You deserve anyway just your absolute favorite candidates. "
you did, they would be superior and Basti sighed inwardly when he saw that they no longer suppress a smile could.
"Mmm," she said. "I want Orlando Bloom. So? I'm waiting! "
" It's still too gay! Can that be know that you are you having a soft spot for it? "
" Oh great, so you have better chances for men to which I am, as I do. "
"Believe me, I'll never have a relax you."
"I should hope so!"
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