farbe_im_topf @ 2010-09-14T08: 06:00
After I had the last week and a half, a complete high and totally euphoric and full of energy and full of concentration, I've been again yesterday in an uncontrollable hole of self-doubt and inferiority complexes.
This is just all right.
School is fun, I really only great teacher
-Daniel, with whom I had the last few weeks a few dates, has opened to me that he has a crush on me
-I write back to some extent acceptable to Simon
notes are now well-
little stress with my mother
-Daniela (yet) in Berlin on Thursday and we go drink
-I was after a long abstinence continue to McFit and am highly motivated.
and yet I find everything just sucks highly. And
will not.
And can not even pull myself together, (generally the most fun classes: /) to go to sports. MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Knitting Pattern Boatneck Sweater
I have no problems with it.
The world is fine as it is.
I'm fine as I-to the mandatory snacks.
But my soul at night looking after you. And after you .
A combination of thoughts, from at-you-thinking, sleepy from white veils.
It's like a surface through which to dip my finger tips.
And suddenly you're and I do not know if that really you're .
Or only the projection that has grown between the brain and heart.
As a software from which I made my own virus.
you're there and so true that one must doubt the reality.
My soul searches for you at night.
After your thoughts, your Songs, your in-the-time-gliding.
All this has come so far and reverberates like a bell in the distance. I lie awake and looking at you and look to the sky. But the moon and stars and wind me assure you I am still here. That is the reality.
If I could be in your arms, both at the same time and only for a moment, I'd be happier than ever a man in this world.
But we can not.
why we all stay where we are-room between us, thoughts mountains, nature, purpose and occasion.
[Note: You are and you course, two different people. And they have less than nothing to do with each other.]
Growing Vegetables In A Mini Greenhouse
I know we're standing in quicksand, I know it's faster if we fight.
I'm a bit of LJ held, because I needed some space to what I had written and also to all the problems that other people currently have.
But now I'm back.
With Michael, I've put an end, although there were some back and forth from his side. The last talks were all disputes over trivial things total that ended in the fact that we were both injured by the other totally.
is over, is over.
Yesterday I had my third date with Daniel for this. Went so far quite well, which is still not gone, I just want to see how it works. If it goes well, does it matter that, if not, then just do not. I stay relaxed first.
Otherwise: school, school, school sports games, and Twitter, sleeping, etc. Have not
happened to me.
I'm a bit of LJ held, because I needed some space to what I had written and also to all the problems that other people currently have.
But now I'm back.
With Michael, I've put an end, although there were some back and forth from his side. The last talks were all disputes over trivial things total that ended in the fact that we were both injured by the other totally.
is over, is over.
Yesterday I had my third date with Daniel for this. Went so far quite well, which is still not gone, I just want to see how it works. If it goes well, does it matter that, if not, then just do not. I stay relaxed first.
Otherwise: school, school, school sports games, and Twitter, sleeping, etc. Have not
happened to me.
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