five to twelve, all at the beginning.
♥ I push the already weeks ago now before me, a entry to write because I think every day: ". Ah, but wait until the story is finished and then make a conclusion, instead of making one thousand confusing messages"
But that is my life, because nothing is finished. Everything goes smoothly into one another, I did not break at some point to write down everything. That is why I do that now, as an "intermediate state" - may be that the situation has turned again tomorrow at 180 °.
now I feel relatively safe on the ground under my feet, I have about a plan for what I want to do during the high school graduation and after graduation, I have the emotional disaster to be abandoned, and Michael first no contact with him - instead, it goes well with Daniel, I accuse my father of my official birth certificate and pack inside my real father, I meet up with friends and love them more every day.
If all goes well and I will soon have my Abi behind me, I want to study in Bochum politics and economics of East Asia. That's politics / economy at either 4 or 6 half Japanese half Chinese. I'm fairly sure that I choose Chinese, evidence now an adult education course. The debate is bit difficult, but doable. Grammar is easy. But the characters are a real challenge .. namely, that have absolutely nothing to do (!) to the debate. Every word simply has a different character.
With Michael's had a huge argument about my hacked Wii, which I'm frankly quite happy. It was a good opportunity to go first deal, it is the constantly hochschwappenden feelings actually that keep me from him, I gave him but also said. I hope he does not report in the near future. I'm doing pretty good without him.
And with Daniel. With Daniel, I had a few months ago already a few dates, after the fourth, he wrote to me via msn that he had fallen in love with me. That was too quick for me, that was too hasty - I have also told him, but now depend. we re a lot from each other and somehow I was so excited and happy in his presence ..
Yes, what is to be discussed yet. We snuggled on Thursday much / little hand held / we kissed, we talked about it but have not yet. Probably I'll get him this evening, it was the weekend in Cologne. Let's see what develops.
The husband of my mother is still a father in my birth certificate - but it is not my father but I would have registered there, so I will now submit an action to remove the husband's birth certificate and my dad then. as insert. If I do my before 23 Create birthday, I get the German citizenship automatically.
My friends are the best. My amigas por la vida (that my girl band), Sanjin, Marc, and Roman, Caro and troops, Lea, Benny and Steffi, and René Emre, Hasan, Daniel, Kitti and Psy, Cindy and Jenny, Dave and pancakes, Laszlo, Ness and Elv.
And all the ones I've forgotten.
I am so glad that I have and would like them - even if the sounds corny - to lose No way, too, if that is difficult with my move to Bochum..
And how are you so?
les Although I still use, but most of you grad writes very little.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Double Vision, Vertigo, Labyrinthitis
Things that make me happy
Sunsets in Odaiba
Flowers (even when they're pink)
Blue skies and blossoms
Music
Colourful dough, that almost looks like poison...
...for rainbow cake
Wide and open spaces
Greeeeeeeeeen
My three favorite strings
Taking random pictures at work
Ladybugs (which let their wings dry on my sunglasses)
Lonely rails with someone walking on them
Strange messages from fellow humans
[Photos by me] None
Sunsets in Odaiba
Flowers (even when they're pink)
Blue skies and blossoms
Music
Colourful dough, that almost looks like poison...
...for rainbow cake
Wide and open spaces
Greeeeeeeeeen
My three favorite strings
Taking random pictures at work
Ladybugs (which let their wings dry on my sunglasses)
Lonely rails with someone walking on them
Strange messages from fellow humans
[Photos by me] None
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Scavengers In The Antarctic
main capital (some people ...)
fingertips on skin, no butterflies in the belly. No
butterfly kisses on the forehead, chest, hips.
No tongue, and was not looking for anything.
No interlocking arms nowhere.
Inside exchanged glances, including in itself
ears listening to too little,
hands, caressing the little.
tongues that taste almost.
Red spots on the skin
But no sand in the shoe
No sun in the sky
But a solarium on the next side street
No kind words
hardly a smile
No tenderness to go away from lips
only: age, pussy, gay and shit
No love that burns deep into the bone
No pushing, rubbing, gasp, smile
No teeth on a condom packaging
No feet, after falling asleep under the covers protrude
No flowers in the hair
No songs in the car
No common Stroll
No thoughtful silence
No guitar on his back
No The moon is up
No whispers
only roar
No swimming Only in tenderness
boiling longing to the end of the world
No flowing colors between houses and street
only duty and distance, and dry "you!"
Some people died of thirst.
fingertips on skin, no butterflies in the belly. No
butterfly kisses on the forehead, chest, hips.
No tongue, and was not looking for anything.
No interlocking arms nowhere.
Inside exchanged glances, including in itself
ears listening to too little,
hands, caressing the little.
tongues that taste almost.
Red spots on the skin
But no sand in the shoe
No sun in the sky
But a solarium on the next side street
No kind words
hardly a smile
No tenderness to go away from lips
only: age, pussy, gay and shit
No love that burns deep into the bone
No pushing, rubbing, gasp, smile
No teeth on a condom packaging
No feet, after falling asleep under the covers protrude
No flowers in the hair
No songs in the car
No common Stroll
No thoughtful silence
No guitar on his back
No The moon is up
No whispers
only roar
No swimming Only in tenderness
boiling longing to the end of the world
No flowing colors between houses and street
only duty and distance, and dry "you!"
Some people died of thirst.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Best Pain Reliever For Before Waxing
2011
in books, events, cities, movies, DVD, etc.
Books:
read:
heard:
aborted:
Events:
31st March: pop and poetry
22nd November: Hannes and the mayor
Theatre / Opera / Ballet: The Nutcracker
Music:
Tom Dice, still ♥
Cinema:
DVDs and Movies on TV:
Love Actually ( 8.5/10)
Sex in the City (8 / 10)
The Queen (7.5/10)
Series
I'm a Celebrity collected me out of here (Peer!)
Glee
people:
Tom Dice
cities:
Schwäbisch Hall
countries: Germany
And otherwise?
I ...
... annoyed by annoying things first ... do
inventory
... got a new wall!
have ... the first wallpaper on the wall ... gekleistert
underline
'm like a champ ... now aunt (and Jan's such a great name)
Love,
Rob.
in books, events, cities, movies, DVD, etc.
Books:
read:
heard:
aborted:
Events:
31st March: pop and poetry
22nd November: Hannes and the mayor
Theatre / Opera / Ballet: The Nutcracker
Music:
Tom Dice, still ♥
Cinema:
DVDs and Movies on TV:
Love Actually ( 8.5/10)
Sex in the City (8 / 10)
The Queen (7.5/10)
Series
I'm a Celebrity collected me out of here (Peer!)
Glee
people:
Tom Dice
cities:
Schwäbisch Hall
countries: Germany
And otherwise?
I ...
... annoyed by annoying things first ... do
inventory
... got a new wall!
have ... the first wallpaper on the wall ... gekleistert
underline
'm like a champ ... now aunt (and Jan's such a great name)
Love,
Rob.
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